Lush and juicy fully holding love

Wrote a song this morning drawing on words from women I know



One has written with a line from one of my dreams, so it feels kinda appropriate to be uniting our experiences in a way.

I'd like to acknowledge the chorus contains words from Waking Inanna, while the second and third verses draw on Tales from a Neon Light Diamond.


Last night in a dream
a mother said to me
the child doesn’t know
that he’s asleep

afterwards I cried
just the moon and I
walked the streets and reconciled
my inner child


now I am closer to knowing
the form I fever for
know there is a lush and juicy,
fully holding love


This hand is shaking
at the thought of reaching out
I think of myself as a helper
not one being helped out

This hand I am waving
could say hello or goodbye
and with it the words I am saving
are hold me while I cry



now I am closer to knowing
the form I fever for
know there is a lush and juicy,
fully holding love


This gap we must bridge
seemed the hardest thing to do
barely had energy to function
let alone reach out to you

but I am learning to think about my needs
tell when I’m not okay
and know you will listen
to what I have to say


now I am closer to knowing
the form I fever for
know there is a lush and juicy,
fully holding love